DeMarcus Cousins gave a candid, defiant portrayal of his free agency experience and has some profane words for critics of his decision to join the Warriors. DeMarcus Cousins says he was "f – – – – d up" about being rejected by NBA teams at the start of free agency and didn't sleep for two days before realizing the deal to join the Golden State Warriors. Cousins gave a candid and expletive-laden account of his free-agency experience to Showtime, which posted video of his take on Wednesday.